too many blogs, and musical discoveries.

i have blogs all over the place. it’s sad. -_- haha. i just discovered about an hour ago that i’ve had a vox account since 2006! and i didn’t even remember! i got a registration code from someone, when vox was still in beta testing mode. i guess i signed up and just forgot about it. :[

but anyway. i LOVE when i come across good music, especially R&B. i miss the 90s style of R&B. today’s R&B doesn’t make me bob my head or feel the emotion in the music like R&B did a decade ago.

yes, i know. i’m only 18, therefore i was a kid back in the 90s, but still. music touches everyone of all ages, and i have strong memories linked to several R&B songs – especially ones from the early to mid 90s. in the late 90s, everyone around me seemed to be obsessed about n*sync and backstreet boys. ugh. i tried to get into them because everyone else was, but they irked the heck out of me, so i didn’t even pay them any attention. and i just HAD to tell every girl that i encountered in my 4th grade class that justin timberlake was not cute. his hair looked so weird to me, haha. thank goodness he shaved that off and went back to brown.

the purpose of me bringing up the genre of R&B is that i’ve found the most awesome voices that i’ve heard in a while as far as rhythm and blues. a group called full of harmony and a singer named jay’ed have filled my void of wanting present day R&B crooners. they have the smoothest voices, seriously. i get lost in the music when i listen to them. although both F.O.H. and jay’ed sing in japanese (minus a few lines/choruses in english), trust me when i say that these dudes can sing. music surpasses all languages. just listen and feel the beat.

Full of Harmony – AROMA

Jay’ed – Sayonara

 

私は首です。

growth., originally uploaded by aestheticheart.

preparing., originally uploaded by aestheticheart.

some new photos from the roll i got developed that was in my yashica 124g. came out much better than the first roll! now i just need some friends to help me out on a concept i have for a new photoshoot…

dang. i wish i could develop my own color photos.

といき。私はねむりです。さくやふしだわたしはねいましたに午前２：００。べきごすい、でも。。。どうかな。おもしろいしるわたしはなかまはずれ。

translation: sigh. i’m so sleepy. i didn’t go to sleep last night until 2:00a.m. i should take a nap…but i don’t know. i feel like i’ll be left out of something interesting.

for anyone who sees this and is way better than me in japanese, please don’t laugh! i suck, and i’m just learning. and i know i didn’t conjugatethe verbs right, but meh. i’m sleepy, as i’ve explained above. i just wanted to write something since i’ve started to learn hirigana. i started out learning with romanji….now i know that was a mistake. oh well.

and wtffffff. NO JOB YET. I AM MAD. I DO NOT WANT TO GO BACK TO THE DAY CARE CENTER. NOOOOOOOOOOO.
that was too much work for only minimum wage. i swear, when i worked there, every sound i heard i thought was a crying baby. -_-

i had applied for a photo intership with a photograher who works downtown, but she emailed me back and said that they had already picked someone. she said she thought my work was beautiful though. sigh. :/

and i don’t want to work at target, jewels, cvs, sears, etc. the only place i’d want to work atthat isn’t art related would be borders, because i spend my whole life in that store! haha. i’m in there for hours when i go.

but yeah. if i don’t get a job soon, it looks like i’ll be heading back to the dreaded day care center.

p.s. don’t get me wrong, kids are great, but that job was stressful. you can help but to be when you have 3 kids who are learning how to walk all at the same time and like to hit their heads and their moms are all like, “OH NOOOO MY BABY! WTF ARE YOU DOING T&T^&^&#%R^Y!” it’s like, dang. kids injure themselves. that’s what they do. they were fine. they cried for like, 5 seconds and got distracted by something shiny/bright/colorful/musically attractive and went on about their business. the only reason why we told you is because we have to notify you and fill out an accident report because the state of Illinois require us to! other wise, we would save our souls and not tell you so you don’t go off on us like a Demon Mom. grrrrrrrrr.

yeahhhhh. bad memories. at least i got an hour lunch break and got to hang out on the benches with the beautiful scenery by the lakefront and see the skyline.